I miss Philly, too.

I think I'm glad to be home? I don't know why I thought it would be easy to live without my dear friend nearby, I did it for three years after all. Everything feels different now, not that I expected things to be just as they were when I left, but I don't know what it's supposed to be now. Sometimes I wish I had stayed on the east coast, but I think about how miserable I was there and wonder if location makes any difference at all, if I'll feel like this wherever I go, whoever is there or not...