some wisdom from my brother

In an attempt to modify my own behavior I asked him for some help. He told me to ask myself why I'm doing what I'm doing, and what I'm looking for or hoping to find. When he told me that, I regretted calling him from the conference room with the glass walls and wished I'd gone for the one with the fogged walls. Both my brothers are good at asking me hard questions and making me think about things I don't want to. He says if I keep watching the rear view mirror, I'm going to miss what's ahead. I think he's right.

the perfect amount of Saturday morning fog

GTS

Gym, tan, stop Silvia if you think you've heard this one before. It was almost like Morrissey was ridiculing me on my way home on Monday night. (Imagine - Morrissey ridiculing someone??) I know I said goodbye to piney times months ago, even years ago! Every time has been a failure. But now it's real, and it's a good feeling.

My heart is probably turning into what the Grinch's looked like in the beginning of the story.

I can handle anyone else who would like to break personal ties with me this spring. What's one more.

Guess what's still awesome?

This song!

Secret Affair, my gold brocade dress, watching David Beckham play soccer up close, and some love from my friends is just what I needed this weekend.